Goodbye to you my trusted friend
We've known each other since we were nine or ten
Together we've climbed hills and trees
Learned of love and ABC's
Skinned our hearts and skinned our knees
Goodbye my friend it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that spring is in the air
Pretty girls are everywhere
Think of me and I'll be there

We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
Goodbye Papa please pray for me I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along
Goodbye papa it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I'll be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground
Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere I wish that we could both be there
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

I feel the heat around me
I feel the beat surrounds me
Could this be for real, I wonder
No need for hesitation
It's time for celebration
Will this be the night I've waited for

When angels fall in love
Heaven knows, does it show
If this love, will last for eternity
Set me on fire

I believe, I believe in love
And like the stars above
They shine, let it shine over me
Set me free I believe in you
And that our love is true
I believe, I believe

I see that people dancing
Boys and girls romancing
They want this to last forever

Cause underneath the moonlight
Everything is alright
We're reaching our hands up in the air

To where the souls alive
Heaven knows, that it shows oh
If this love, will last for eternity
Set me on fire

How could I doubt, what was meant to be
Everything I needed was in front of me
Your healing touch, will lift me up in the sky, so high

You ain't nothin' but a hound dog
Cryin' all the time.
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog
Cryin' all the time.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit
And you ain't no friend of mine.

When they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
When they said you was high classed,
Well, that was just a lie.
You ain't never caught a rabbit
And you ain't no friend of mine.

ms tan just told us the specifics for hist today. if only we could do tt for EVERY SINGLE DAMNED subject. how nice. snapping out from those thoughts, i think i am on my deathbed now. cos guess what. dear little missy me havent started studying yet. yay. how so cool and amazing right? erff so much work, so little time.




save me SomebodY~

forget love , forget fate

don't stop walking- till the end, till the end

even the best fall down sometimes, if not often for they cant stand alone

would you stop if i asked you to

try changing my unchangeable mind; it ain't gonna work babe

what i've said is not what i've done

I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants.

When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.

Temperamental. That's 90% temper and 10% mental.

I fought the law and the law won. Show me the logic.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala


Jun Yan's feeling guilty 'cos she isnt doing revision like the rest.

BECAUSE I LIKE IT THAT WAY --what are you going to do?

AND I'M NOT KEEN ON CHANGING --will you change then?

The ABC's Of My Misery

Abandoned, Agonized, Apathetic and Apart
Black becoming the color of my heart

Betrayed, Bleeding, Bitter and Broken
Violent cries are the only things spoken

Calamity, Crushed, Confused and Cold
This pain inside, I can no longer withhold

Discouraged, Disheartened, Destroyed and Distressed
Suffering with the ache of true loves test

Exhausted, Emotionless, Embittered and Encased
Will the memories ever cease to fade? Will they ever erase?

Frightened, Frantic, Falling and Forsaken
Body so weak, heart splintered and shattering

Grieving, Gloomy, Grumpy and Grim
No longer alive, no longer in heaven

Hopeless, Humiliated, Heartbroken and Hurting
Each breath I take my heart starts burning

Injured, Inconsolable, Isolate and Impatient
Please stop this pain, I no longer can take it

Jammed, Joyless, Jinxed and Jittery
His kiss and his touch will forever haunt me

Kaput, Klutzy, Kicked and Killed
Without his love, I have no will

Lonely, Lethargic, Lamenting and Low
The punch to my heart; an excruciating blow

Mourning, Mortified, Miserable and Mutilated
No longer feeling the happiness only he created

Nauseated, Nostalgic, Needful and Naive
My life has lead me down on my knees

Oppressed, Overwhelmed, Obsessed and Offended
Why can't my heart understand it has ended?

Punctured, Petrified, Paralyzed and Pained
So much left unsaid, so much left unexplained

Quiet, Qualm, Queasy and Quavering
This pain cannot hide, my tears no longer waiting

Restless, Ruined, Ripped and Resent
He stole my soul without my consent

Saddened, Suffering, Shocked and Still
Dreams and hopes never to be fulfilledT

roubled, Tormented, Torn and Throbbing
Begging to stop this uncontrollable sobbing

Unhappy, Uncomfortable, Upset and Uneasy
Heart feeling empty, stomach so queasy

Violated, Vegetating, Vindictive and Vex
The only one I'll ever love, has become my ex

Worried, Withdrawn, Wounded and Weak
Not able to be nourished, not able to speak

X friend, X lover, X hopes, X dreams
To get him back, I'd go through extremes

Yearning, Yelping, Yammer and Yelling
Will I make it through this day? There's no telling

Zip, Zilch, Zapped and a Zero
I'm nothing to him, yet he's still my hero....

Lost. feeling so helpless,
so lazy,
like I'm useless,
not doing any thing productive.
at all.


Tired. weary and down,
really sick of all these commotion going around me,
especially when I don't know why.
explain.


Go away. leave me,
I can do without your frequent rantings
and irritating buzzing
isolation is not good for me.
who does care anyway.

Sometimes swinging UpSiDe DoWn...
Makes you see the world in a whole new light
Makes you feel tonnes better than what you were feeling
Makes your worries and troubles rush to your head
Makes you wanna break down and cry

Look at our shadows
Tall and so bold
Dark and so cold
Outlined on the tiled floor

Look at our shawdows
Elongated shapes
Pronounced gangly
Not what we actually are

Fun in the Sun



--with friends












Getting cosy



--with friends

take my hand
hold it tight
never let go
as we travel the land

hold it tight
don't even thinking of loosing grip
walk me to the polar lights
take my hand


bring me with you;
Let's fly away.

i'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and i wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and i wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that i can see is just another lemon tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
While nothing ever happens and i wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation i don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow i'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

all you need is love

love is all i need



somehow or another, Somebody doesn't get it. why.

It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you
It's all about you (it's all about you)
It's all about you baby